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One more week until the dissertation deadlines
And I just can't get my arse out of bed
Spend my days imagining my name in headlines
Someone, get this nonsense out of my head
Could you please prescribe some medication
To help me resolve this situation?
They say that I'm losing concentration
Got ideas above my station instead
I think I'm lacking dedication, baby
I'm in a very tricky mess indeed
Procrastination medication, baby
I tell you, doctor, that is all I need
Now the day of reckoning is getting nearer
And I still can't get my arse out of bed
Mum says something, she looks mad, but I can't hear her
'Cos I've got this music stuck in my head
Now I do enjoy university
But unless you are able to cure me
I could waste this great opportunity
Because my hopes of a degree hang by a thread
I think I'm lacking dedication, baby
I'm in a very tricky mess indeed
Procrastination medication, baby
I tell you, doctor, that is all I need
What's the point of an English degree
When a singer-songwriter is all I wanna be?
I said, what's the point of an English degree
When I really can't see any other future for me?
I said, what's the point of an English degree
When a singer-songwriter is all I wanna be?
I said, what's the point of an English degree
When I really can't see any other future for me?
I think I'm lacking dedication, baby
I'm in a mess indeed
Procrastination medication, baby
Yeah, that is what I need
I think I'm lacking dedication, baby
I'm in a mess indeed
Procrastination medication, baby
So many books to read
Now the day of reckoning is getting nearer
And I still can't get my arse out of bed
Mum says something, she looks mad, but I can't hear her
'Cos I've got this music stuck in my head
I think I'm lacking dedication, baby
I'm in a very tricky mess indeed
Procrastination medication, baby
I tell you, doctor, that is all I need
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2. |
Someone Like Me
03:57
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Three people sit by the bar
As I pack up my guitar
The biggest audience I’ve had this year so far
But looking closer, I see
An angel staring at me
Instant attraction
Some things are meant to be
So I walk over to her, tell her my name,
thank her for coming, then head for the door
She says, ‘’Hold up, give me your number. I’ll do the same.’’
I say, ‘’What are you wanting it for?’’
If you wanna be with someone like me
You’ll surely change your mind
I don’t believe it's true that someone like you
Could be that way inclined
Maybe you're out of your mind
Or certifiably blind
But either way, you should leave this notion behind
I don’t look much like Brad Pitt
And sadly I must admit
My personality won't make up for it
‘Cos I have problems that you wouldn’t believe
These anxieties, they mess with my head.
You’re attractive, it’s true, I wear my heart on my sleeve
But you should look for a real man instead
If you wanna be with someone like me
You’ll surely change your mind
I don’t believe it's true that someone like you
Could be that way inclined
I’m feeling sorry for myself
It’s time to break out the tissues
I’ve got no energy to get out of bed and solve my issues
Music’s the only thing I wanna do
But it’s taking me ages to get off my butt and write something new
I spend my days mainly trying to contain rage
‘Cos I’m still in the crowd, watching others on the main stage
And in a year or seven, I’ll pick up the pen
And write another bitter song about it
Here I go again.
If you wanna be with someone like me
You’ll surely change your mind
I don’t believe it's true that someone like you
Could be that way inclined
And one last thing I haven’t mentioned before
I treat life as a joke, I’m still very immature
And if you want me to cook dinner for you, we’ve got a deal
As long as you’re satisfied with a microwaveable meal
I’m barely 5’6’’, I’m remarkably unfit
And the fact that you’re attracted to me puts me off a bit
But we can meet up next weekend, on Saturday if that suits ya
No? I understand. All the best for the future
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3. |
Graduation Day
03:15
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There's nothing like nostalgia to get me started
On a trip back down memory lane
Four years we spent together before we parted
Popping bottles of cheap champagne
But tell me, how did we end up with a degree?
We spent time recklessly
Little work, lots of play
But today we will say
The world is ours despite those endless hours of procrastination
Raise a glass, raise a glass to graduation day
Our future's bright, so we must make tonight a celebration
Raise a glass, raise a glass to graduation day
And soon we'll all be pulled in a new direction
Separate paths, but it's not goodbye
We walked this road together, built a connection
Which will last 'til the day we die
And we know that we will seize all opportunities
The possibilities never end
So make way, 'cos today is our day
The world is ours despite those endless hours of procrastination
Raise a glass, raise a glass to graduation day
Our future's bright, so we must make tonight a celebration
Raise a glass, raise a glass to graduation day
There's nothing like nostalgia to get me started
'Cos I had hopes and dreams, now they've long departed
How did things get so bad?
Still live with mum and dad
I miss the fun we had
Take me back, take me back to graduation day
When the world was ours despite those endless hours of procrastination
Raise a glass, raise a glass to graduation day
Our future's bright, or so it seemed that night
Take me back, take me back to graduation day
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Go to sleep
Lay in bed
Count some sheep
Clear your head
Go to sleep
Lay in bed
Count some sheep
Clear your head
But one last thing before the night is through
Remind yourself of all the things you’ve got to do
Let me start things off with a minor warning
You’ve got to go to the hairdresser’s in the morning
So get ready for some small talk
He’ll be noticing the nervousness in your walk
As soon as you open the door
Trying to second-guess what kind of conversation’s in store
He’ll say ‘’The weather’s not great today’’, and you’ll reply ‘’Sure’’
And then you’ll later regret that you didn’t say a bit more
But you’re an introverted loser and he knew this before
No doubt he’ll mock you with his friends after
No doubt you’ll be the root cause and the subject of incessant laughter
’Cos in this one-horse town, everybody knows everybody and nobody’s your buddy, they just want to see you fail
When they’re all queuing to ask how you’re doing, they don’t really care about the life of Ollie Wale
But anyway, it’s time to change the subject, you’ve got to go to the doctor’s in the afternoon
But what’s the point? You’ve already checked your symptoms so you know that you’ll be dead extremely soon
You asked Google some questions, it gave you its answer
Now you think that you’ve got terminal cancer
You used to have a sense of humour
But it’s hard to be amusing after you’ve diagnosed yourself with a brain tumour
‘’The world is ours’’, you and your friends all said it
But three years later, need to give your life a major edit
‘Cos university’s long-gone, you live with your parents, you’re unemployed and you’re claiming for universal credit
Try to ignore the negative voice inside your head,
Try to muster the energy to get out of bed
Try to banish the paranoia, you start to wonder
If your parents are poisoning you to keep you under the weather
To keep the family together
They know you’ve got ambitions and you’d leave if you felt any better
Sold 1000 copies of a song, almost reached the top 100, read some criticism
Was it wrong to let that criticism stop you making music for so long?
A year has passed and still you’re feeling like you don’t belong
Your skin’s not thick enough to make it in the music business
So what’s the point in trying? It’s too late now
'Cos you witness those grey hairs when you look at your reflection
Plus, the pills don’t work and therapy won’t help you change direction
You never thought you’d hear your therapist say, ‘’Did you crash your car on purpose when you drove to work that day?’’
And you didn’t, and you know that
Still, you can’t help but feel that your mind was somewhere else
There was a black dog at the wheel
So you sit beside the river and you let your mind go numb
And you start to contemplate just what your life has become
And wonder what it would be like if you weren’t around
If you disappeared one day and were never to be found
If you were no longer there, would anybody care?
Would you care about your own life if your mum and dad weren’t there?
They’re the only ones who’d be upset
But there’s a part of you which thinks it’s not the right time to give up on yourself yet
There's a part of you which thinks it's not the right time to give up on yourself yet
Go to sleep
Lay in bed
Count some sheep
Clear your head
Forget your worries
Dispose of them
I’ll let you sleep now
It’s 9am
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5. |
City Lights
04:21
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My friend, it's time to start again
Dead end, I must escape and then
I'll send a letter home to you
Another year has come and gone
Stalled by the fear of moving on
This time I'd better see it through
When I'm struggling hopelessly
There is no place I'd rather be
I wanna go to the city lights
Elevated to greater heights
No more daydreams for little me
When my dream's a reality
No, I won't let this one-horse town defeat me
I'm needing something to change my life completely
I wanna go to the city lights
My friend, I act like nothing's wrong
Pretend they listen to my song
The end of empty pubs is drawing near
I'll swap it for a life of fame
Billboards will advertise my name
And crowds will flood the streets when I appear
When I'm feeling lost at sea
There is no place I'd rather be
I wanna go to the city lights
Elevated to greater heights
No more daydreams for little me
When my dream's a reality
No, I won't let this one-horse town defeat me
I'm needing something to change my life completely
When I'm feeling lost at sea
There is no place I'd rather be
I wanna go to the city lights
Elevated to greater heights
No more daydreams for little me
When my dream's a reality
No, no, I'm never gonna let this one-horse town defeat me
I'm needing something to change my life completely
I'm gonna leave this one-horse town behind me
And now there's only one place you'll ever find me
I'll meet you under the city lights
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Back in the days when I was a schoolkid
I played the fool but I never was a cool kid
Over-emotional and standing barely five foot high
But I was popular enough, my humour got me by
I miss that little guy
Guess he got lost along the way, no time to say goodbye
So now it’s time that I make a major change
Scotland, you’ll be missed
Move to London, make my fortune like I’m Oliver Twist
And maybe find some peace of mind
Exorcise those demons, make 'em do sit-ups and leave ‘em far behind
Instead I feel resigned, ‘cos now I’ve made that switch and I can’t press rewind
City lights have made me blind
Thought I’d build an empire
But the only difference here is that the rent’s higher
And time is ticking on, so honestly, there’s no point in trying
When someone compliments my music, I can tell that they’re lying
I ain’t buying it
And I know I can’t play guitar
It’s a basic skill I lack
And I know that I won’t get far
With the devil on my back
So I guess it’s too late
I’ll just sit right here, accept my fate
So I guess it’s too late
Good things rarely come to those who wait
Guess it’s a case of same shit, different place
On graduation day, it’s safe to say that I never imagined my bright future ending up this way
Three years later, was living in Perth with mum and dad
And now in London with my sister which is just as bad
But really, could you possibly blame me for feeling bitter?
Thought she wanted her brother and not a dog-sitter
Picking up his faeces while she’s out on the town
As if I need another black dog dragging me down
How selfish can she be? Each day is challenging enough with this anxiety
How can I find a job if I don’t have the time to look
Or complete a song without the time to write the hook?
I don’t know, but far too easily my brain accepts defeat
I go from thinking I’m the best in the universe to the worst on my street
And time is ticking on, no point in trying
When someone compliments my music, I can tell they’re lying
I ain’t buying it
And I know I can’t play guitar
It’s a basic skill I lack
And I know that I won’t get far
With the devil on my back
So I guess it’s too late
I’ll just sit right here, accept my fate
So I guess it’s too late
Good things rarely come to those who wait
Guess it’s a case of same shit, different place
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7. |
Always Tomorrow
05:37
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When you look at your reflection
You believe you’ve lost direction
Wasted time
And your doubts, they just grow stronger
‘Cos you know that you're no longer in your prime
On autopilot, feel your brain go numb
No point in changing what your life's become
‘’There’s always tomorrow’’, you say
But then the morning comes and nothing is clearer
So you just stay in bed and wait for another day
Maybe tomorrow all your dreams will be nearer
‘’There’s always tomorrow, always tomorrow’’, you say
Oh, you say
But you’ve lost all sense of purpose
And you feel your life is worthless
You don’t care
‘Cos you feel like you're the odd one out
And everyone would cope without you there
So much self-pity
Wallow and you'll drown
You let your bad days drag your good days down
‘’There’s always tomorrow’’, you say
But then the morning comes and nothing is clearer
So you just stay in bed and wait for another day
Maybe tomorrow all your dreams will be nearer
‘’There’s always tomorrow, always tomorrow’’, you say
Oh, you say
But youth is wasted on the young
You’re not the first and you won't be the last
So take each moment as it comes
Have no regrets
The past is in the past
So keep on moving, even if it's slow
The darkness comes before the dawn, you know
There’s always tomorrow, my friend
And if the morning comes and nothing is clearer
Remember there are brighter days just around the bend
Maybe tomorrow all your dreams will be nearer
There’s always tomorrow
Always tomorrow, my friend
Although your day's been filled with darkness and sorrow
There’s always tomorrow, always tomorrow
Always tomorrow, my friend
Oh, my friend
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Paid in Chelsea
02:55
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I arrived in the big smoke
A brand new man
Hoping that my life would change
London rent will make me flat broke
Without a plan
Is it too soon to rearrange?
Searching job websites with a fine-tooth comb
Two weeks away from heading straight back home
Feeling low ‘cos I know I can’t afford to be slow
Someone help me
Got to be stronger than I’ve ever been before
Can’t wait much longer to find what I’m searching for
These are tough times, ‘cos I can write rhymes and music’s all I adore
But it’s make or break now, I can’t be jobless anymore.
I can’t be jobless anymore
Just when I stop believing
Lo and behold
A local friend comes to my aid
Now there’s no need for leaving
Because I’m told
That I might soon be getting paid
A part-time retail job’s just what I need
After an interview, it is agreed
Finally I can see there’s a future for me in this city
I’m feeling stronger than I’ve ever felt before
Won’t be much longer ’til I’m walking through that door
My start date is near, I’ll make new friends here
And brighter days lie in store
‘Cos I’m paid in Chelsea and I’m not jobless anymore
No, I’m not jobless anymore
I no longer feel self-pity, I appreciate the city
It’s pretty, how did I never notice this before?
‘Cos when you’re stuck in a rut, it becomes quite easy to shut yourself off from a world you’d otherwise explore
I’ll never go home until I get what I’m owed
So change my postcode, I’m the king of the King’s Road
Until the months go by and things tend to get stale
Like every single job I’ve ever had in retail
A singer-songwriter’s lifestyle isn’t what it seems
I had to work in a clothes shop to fund my dreams
Never had a passion for fashion
So it’s time to be rash and take a gamble on myself
Hoping it’ll cash in
Find a job a little closer to the place I’m living
Find a schedule which is a little more forgiving
Focus on my music, make an album or two
After all, that’s what I came here to do
I’m feeling stronger than I’ve ever felt before
Won’t be much longer ’til I’m walking out the door
This job’s not for me
Things won’t be easy but I know one thing for sure.
I’m paid in Chelsea but I don’t want it anymore
No, I don’t want it anymore
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Back in the days when I was a school kid
I played the fool but I never was a cool kid
Over-emotional and standing barely five foot high
But I was popular enough, my humour got me by
I miss that little guy
Although I wonder why
‘Cos he had issues like I do
They mounted high throughout the years until my only option was to fly from my hometown
In search of bigger fish to fry
Needed some medication after graduation
‘Cos my problems were bigger than just procrastination
I’d lost direction in life
I couldn’t build up the nerve to say ‘hello’ to a potential future wife
I couldn’t sleep, I couldn’t get out of bed
I couldn’t banish the critical voices running amok inside my head
Sometimes I thought that I’d be better off dead
That’s when I knew that I must leave the past behind, look to the future instead
It was naive to believe that I’d be fixed in one day
That a change of location would make it all go away
What can I say? Forgive me, father, here’s my confession
I thought that moving to London would cure me of my depression
It’s not as simple as that
It doesn’t just disappear
But you can work on ways to cope with it
Could take a week, a month, a year
But now I’m in a better place than ever before
Those grey hairs and black dogs don’t faze me anymore
Sometimes, on my bad days, when I don’t know what to do
I get caught up in my problems and forget that others struggle too
Sister, I know that it’s not an easy thing to put you through
Just know that I’m grateful you’re still allowing me to live with you
And it’s true, I’m grateful for that little dog too
And if you need any help, I’m always here for you
Only just started to realise that it is not a crime to live in the moment
Relaxing isn’t a waste of time
Won’t beat myself up over things that I lack
I’ll take pride from what I’ve got
My friends and family always have my back
I still have days when I feel worthless but they’re few and far between
Got grey hairs on my head but I don’t care if they’re seen
I’ll take some notes from the bad years, use that stuff as revision
Now I can see a big one coming up, got 2020 vision
Time is ticking on, so really, it’s the right time for trying
When someone compliments my music now, I feel like I’m flying
And I ain’t lying
And I know I can’t play guitar
It’s a basic skill I lack
But I know that I won’t get far
If I let it hold me back
‘Cos it’s never too late
I’ll get up on my feet, control my fate
No, it’s never too late
Good things rarely come to those who wait
So I’m picking up the pace
I’m in a different place
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10. |
Homebird
03:23
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Mother
There’s no other like you
And I’m sorry for all of the times that I brought you to tears
Mother
I’m so thankful to you
‘Cos you gave me a bed and you kept me well-fed through those years
I’ll always come back to you
Homebird
Spending my life on the wing
Knowing it never changes a thing
My whole life through
I will always come back to you
Father
I can promise you this
No-one else in the world shares a bond like we do
It’s unique
Father
Can’t deny that I miss
Sharing songs old and new, watching football with you every week
I’ll always come back to you
Homebird
Spending my life on the wing
Knowing it never changes a thing
My whole life through
I will always come back to you
Homeward
Yearning for memories new
Friends and family, white saltire on blue
My whole life through
I will always come back to you
You're not just parents, best friends too
Supported me in all I do
And though I’ve flown to pastures new
I’ll always come back to you
Homebird
Spending my life on the wing
Knowing it never changes a thing
My whole life through
I will always come back to you
Homeward
Yearning for memories new
Friends and family, the fair city too
My whole life through
I will always come back to you
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Ollie Wale London, UK
Ollie Wale is a Scottish singer-songwriter based in London.
Ollie’s debut album 'Grey Hairs and
Black Dogs' combined elements of mainstream pop, rock, folk and rap.
He is currently working on his second album, with its next single How Fucking Dare You (But I'm Over It) due for release on March 29th.
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